My daughter's yaya is asking to go home.  She says her mother wants her to.  I didn't ask for explanations anymore; I just told her to give me some time to look for another one.  I've been through this losing-another-yaya stage so many times (with Enzo and now with Evie) but everytime I do, I still get stressed out.  Although I know I can eventually find a replacement, I still can't help feeling helpless and at the mercy of these helpers.  But I guess this "problem" is here to stay – for the meantime, at least – because my kids are still growing.  I know when they get older, I wouldn't be needing yayas for them.  It is during these times that I really can't wait for them to grow up.

For now, the search for the next yaya is on… Any applicants? 🙂